break♥away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
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Three Words For You.
No, It Isn't I Love You. Thats just Bullshit.

I'm Over You.

Thats Right.

2:29 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Forever Love.

For Brandon : Dont Move my Friend! I will miss you when you leave ):


Status : Ditched. and Single


Mood : Empty


Expression : Confused


Love : Blank


LoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLoveLove

So Today, I had a fieldtrip in chinese class. We went to JinQiao Carrefour! xD haha. yea it was awesomely fun. We bought so much stuff. So..

Me, Kw, V-Poo, nd RL were in a groupie. kw sat in the shopping cart and vanessa and rl pushed him around. i just walked around and chatted to kw. Then, we spent 250+KUAI on snacks and food nd CANDY :] Each peprson had a budget of 50 kuai. So, we filled this 1 kg bag up wid MILLIONS AND MILLIONS of assorted gummy candy and ate them. Well there's still 1/4 left in my locker at school so yea. Haha :] nd everybody started coming after it once when reached school. So it was very fun at carrefour, we loooked at breezers, COMDOMS LMAO, pads, tampons = = [sigh kw .] , sunchips,imported godly stuff, stationary, barbie, cars, candies. :] it was awesomely awesome. Super Fun.

And i sat next to kiwi on the way home and we played whatever that violent game on the psp. where you playplay its kinda like dynasty warriors layout.. except the people are like called the Spartans or something. And like its redish people. And i died.. cause this boss thing held this pole ontop of me and i gave up so he squished me.. Under the pole.. How discusting right. Totally.

:] So then we reached school and went around and showed everyone our subway and candy. Haha it was swee. Everybody starts running after you for the candy and you just run through the hallway, happy, once again.

Mhm. So, Science. I took the stinking quiz. YOU KNOW. Science was actually fun for once o.o Ms. Mcdaid was like super hilarious and we played a bunch of games relating the three principle states of matter. Haha it was awesomely sweet. ;] Then in strings we just watched a movie about this cellist and their little private band. And then cause Mr. Claassen was sick so AWESOMETH P:

Elective we went around Links and biked and looked at the beach and felt the memories rise within our souls..
Thats about it i guess. Then oh i became ms popularity on the bus.Haha no jkay but really, all the highschoolers, elementary kids, 6th graders, and seventh graders, OH AND 8th graders jumped at me cause they saaw all the candy i had on my hand. Haha and ofcourse i was kind so i gave them all one . :] haha swee. anyway i biked home wid robbyzz and timmyzz. :o it was fun . aniwae we ate ice cream and i almost got hit by a bus :P So anyway yea i gotta go now go do homework or go like

dream somewhere.

Cya ..

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其實♥思念一個人的感覺 ; 很冰。很冷。很孤獨。。

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6:17 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Our Infinite Love.

Forever.





Define that word.


Isn't it just a word to blind little girls just so they'd fall deeper, and deeper to the abyss of romance?

Or is it just bullshit.

Maybe you mean it.
But, you obviously don't.

You told me love you me.
I believed you.

You told me we'd last forever, or at least you hoped we do.
But did we?

No. Because you gave up on me.


You said you'll always be there for me.
But where are you when I'm falling so fast and I need you the most?

You told me you'd love me forever.


But you lied..
Cause You Don't Now.
Not Anymore.
And You Never Will.
Ever Again.




Absolute Boyfriend. Thats our story.

But you know. Having those memories were the happiest days of my life.

Without you, I wouldn't have been able to overcome so many things. You made me fall in love. That was all that mattered. I fell for you. I loved you, so much and more than anything I ever did love. You made my heart skip a beat, you made my life so much easier. You were there for me. And I love you.

Always Have, Always Will.

So I'm not gonna be that immature lil emo girl over you.

I'm going to be happy. Cause thats what it takes for a girl in love. I will be strong and keep on loving you till the end. I swear, I will wait forever for you. Even though you don't, I still will. No matter how much my friends tell me to move on, give up, or you're not the last guy in the world, I love you.

I'm really, really in love with you.

Just Don't Forget Me. And Remember The Times We Had.

:) I'm smiling, just for you.

But you let me go..

"And if it all falls apart, I'd know deep in my heart. The only dream that had mattered came true. In this life, I was loved by you."

♥

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1:56 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

:] a beautiful cold not sunny day in shanghai .
mkay. so i rode on my bike teetor totter teetor tottor and i went to school.In the mrning, i had health, then strings. it was pretty okay i gues. pretty boring too . but health was awesome. Then, i had break.. where i ate food.. and then humanities.
and lunch..fun..and then math, boring like hell, and then finally chinese, fun as hell with kw and vanessa, and then lastly, boring as hell a 5 minute talk with mr. caruana and then back to advisory for this super fun projecttt . :]

But you see, my day still sucked. cause all I could ever think about was one person. which one person loved me a fews day ago, and then, doesnt know, and now, im pretty sure is a no.
but only these 5 days changed my life.. i let go of the past memories, blinked back tears, and stayed happy. cause i know having those memories with you and smiling back at them, reminding me of the times we had, are worth more than anything. and i'd do anything too , to be able to do them once again.
Although you may not be mine right now, remember this. I will always be waiting for you, even at the darkest corners of your heart. and remember this that whenever you feel alone or in neeed of someone, i am always here for you .
"So when you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember tahts where mine fit perfectly."

I'll always love you .
That's a promise.

Love,
T.

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1:45 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

ill still love you in the morning .

no matter what comes in our way, i will forever love you . :] truly .
but will you ..?

always and forever.

credits to rachel lee ! x3 haha we were on this super slow boat thing together, and yeaa. it was a beautiful day and this is also a beautifulll picture :] blech . well.. so today,

I had strings in the morning.. it was okay i guess. The sub, ms hu orsomething, was pretty nice. and we were good kids today :] she dint have to yell at us ! haha - proud -. mmhm then we had chinese, it was okay. But then i figured out that i'll be all alone by myself next year. 2nd Semester. RL and V-Poo might move.. so i'd prob be stuck wid kw. and then kw might move.. D:::: nooo.. and then i'd be stuck wid porky ryan ew and that dude whatever his name is . this is so sad.. ): chinese is gona suck so much shit..

and then SCIENCE TEST ! :O ohh . haha it was easy. same as the first pre test we took at the beginning of the year, except i got stuck on one retard stupid fuked up question.

How many centimeters is in a meter?

HAHA GODDAMNIT I WROTE 36. i thot it was you know like yards inches those shit. sigh fuckfuck ): oh well . screw science i dont care animore = = and i prob got some other densities ones wrong too . haha . see if i give a shit ms juggling boobs __

LUNCH ! and i ate pasta :] it was good but i couldnt finish it = =...

then i had humanities.. Typicaly fun i gues. and after humanities was art.. oh and now that i think of it, im gona be all alone when rachel moves... just me in art.. thats so sad.. right.. ): just me.. alll alone and lonely.

homework time. alios :]

love from,

T.



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4:35 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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